Sunday, April 29, 2007

Craving

Have you ever had a desire so deep and for so long that pretty soon you forget what it was to begin with, and all that is left is an unshakable sense of loss? For the past couple of days I feel like I have been walking around unwhole somehow, but I can't explain why. What is missing? Has it been that long since I "checked in" with myself that I no longer recognize that a part of me has gone astray? Or is it something so subtle that I simply didn't notice? Or, rather, is it not that something is missing, but something has changed? I hate these feelings of ambivalent absence.

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